Vow renewal?

I know, I know! only 9 weeks since the big day, and I'm already on about renewing the vows! Still technically a newlywed and I want to do it all over again! I love Mr D so much that I can't wait for our (second) big day...

But I don't know whether to go through with it. I loved our day, but it wasn't quite how I first imagined it. Don't get me wrong, I am so grateful for everyone's donations towards it but it wasn't the wedding I had quite invisaged. I am slightly let down by the photos and don't feel that it was "grand" enough.

So do I dare save up and go for the "dream" day? Do I buy a new dress or rewear mine? Everytime I bring it up Mr D rolls his eyes and laughs. But if we're going to do it I need to start to put ideas together! I loved planning my wedding and would LOVE to do it all over again, and it would be amazing! A videographer, an amazing photographer, the whole works. The day I really wanted in the first place. But marrying Mr D was more important than the big "flash" wedding, which is why I settled for what we could afford.

I'm not saying we do it this week, I'm thinking an anniversary. The tenth, the twentieth... including any mini Ds that come our way of course, but I do want to do it.... maybe I should just plan and hope Mr D agrees?

I think I have the wedding bug... and thinking about planning another day has sort of brought me out of my slump... surely this can only be a good thing?

N xx