I'll update you on the wedding first. Things are going a lot better on that front. MIL2B has been so helpful and my bland reception room is hopefully gonna be turned around and look like a palace. She is paying for a starlight backdrop along with chair covers etc etc. Lots of stuff sorted and not a lot left to do on my to-do list now:
- Pay registrar fees
- Poppy-Mai's Dress
- best man gifts
- MOG/FOG gift
- Glass Hire
- Plates/cutlery
- Pay photographer
- Pay cars
- Kjs suit
- Order of Services
I also have to make the table names/seating to go on each of the tables so people know where they are sitting. Got all the stuff for that, just need to get round to making them.
My hen do has been a joke, people just weren't replying. Story of my life though. Seems like people don't care about me anymore to want to do anything. I have no friends here in Spilsby and have had enough of living like this. My life revolves around the four walls of my living room these days and work. I see no-one apart from the people i work with and family. Oh apart from MY family that is. I only see them when I go to them. Apparently I'm not worth bus fare to them either or they "never have fuel" to come see me. I've lived in my house for over a year yet my sister has never seen it. I have seen hers nearly 10 times already though! Hypocrites! the lot of them!! I'm so angry because 7 years ago I had it all. Friends i mean. They may have been using me, but at least they were there. Where did it go wrong?!?!? Why am I on my own?!?!?! What shall i do? because this isn't living. This is just existing
No comments:
Post a Comment